It's funny.

Not "Haha" funny, but weird.

When certain people try to blow out certain candles, their flames don't necessarily die.  Trick candles, they're called.  

And then there are just the people that suck at blowing candles out and just can't do it.  

I dunno if they're short of b reath all the time or what. 

I sometimes think my candle is a trick candle.  But an abnormal trick candle.

I feel like I'm that one person that can actually blow out that trick candle.  

MY OWN trick candle.

I'm not proud of it.  But I guess it's often to easy how we as people can be so extrememly critical of ourselves that even sometimes when it's supposed to push us to do better--it doesn't.

I like when I'm critical of myself because it means I have that self-confidence that I know I can do better.  But when it just becomes a self-bashing scene and everyone around me is trying to pick me up and re-light my candle with their own-- I blow it out.

I blow with everything I've got and the candle is out.

The flame'll be back eventually but it'll take some time.

It's stupid. It really is.  It's a freaking waste of time to be critical when it isn't benefiting anyone.

Candles can be blown out so easliy sometimes.  

Not everyone has a trick candle.