You all think I'm lying. You all think I'm over-reacting. You all think I'm being ridiculous. 

Have you actually known me as a person and not as an account holder? No. None of you have. I'm not a robot. I have FEELINGS. I would never lie to family (which I think most of you as). And to think you guys believe that I'm "faking" my depression...That's what kills me the most. 

I live in a "picture perfect" family. We are always supposed to be happy outside of my house. Once I step inside my house, I feel like I'm h3ll! 

I cry myself to sleep nightly! I barely get my homework done because I'm afraid that my tears will drip onto my papers!

Why do you people think I'm lying?! 

If you actually care about me, say so! Don't lie to me saying that we are "friends" when a few days later, you yell at me!