awe :( im sorry you feel this way. at first I thought it was just art. but I realized it represents you. I hope you get better! you sound like a truly amazing person :)
Thank you so much guys!! @Cinder_Elle thank you! Actually, a lot of my dolls are based on myself, as vain as that sounds, so that could account for some of the similarities. I love to work with contrasts between light and dark so that could also be a reason.